Alone

O Lord, what have I accomplished?
Such a fate unleashed!
Lying ALONE by the river,
Observing the misendeavours,
Makes me rethink,
Of the whole deal in ink;
Breaking the terms of that deal,
Blemishes on the soul repealed!
Going back to my resolve,
Shall I be absolved?

World is never the same

World keeps on changing,
cant say for better or for worse

Each day giving a new teaching,
required to conquer the future

The more you remember those lessons,
better prepared you are for the unforeseen

Each day you are withering away,
why not make away with the slay

An important lesson that ,
I have learnt the hard way

The more you hold onto things,
the more they go away....

Feeling of ....

It's been almost one year,
we have been together and near

Close enough for others to feel,
my wounds began to heal

Your voice is similar to wind chime,
even my words have begun to rhyme

I want myself to be heard,
you say that I am a nerd

Cant u see I am not fine
would you forever be mine?

I beg to differ in the end,
Love is simply, not blind....

WORDS

Nothing lasts forever-good or bad,
dont know now, i am happy or sad.

Strangest is this plethora of emotion,
this has put me to mental commotion.

It would be fine, but only after a while,
feels like i should put myself to exile.

Sorry! for having put you in such a position,
never wished myself to live in seclusion.

Just trying to make everyone around me happy,
and hiding my wounds which are gapy.

Few things stand the test of time,
right now i am unable to rhyme....

Tainted!!

As I lay here, your memories tear through my mind
I pray to you, to take me out of this world....

Here trust being betrayed, for few gains
Here heart thrown to the ground,
Love forgotten, in chasing ambition

The head stays down, as if in shame
There is no more innocence,
I have, as well, been tainted....

Oh! take me out, take me out
My saviour where are you,
Am still waiting in the hope,
Some day I shall have your grace....

NEW friends

Out of my new found friends
You are the best.
There's something about you
Which is more loyal than the rest.

For some strange reason
I can put more trust in you
No matter what I say
You will always be true.

And I am thankful for
All the time we can share
But I'm also missing
All the time you weren't there.

So I'll just have to settle
For us starting out new
Our companionship will grow strong
Many things it will see us through

So just as a remembrance
Of the friendship in seed
Take this poem, keep it safe
It will reassure you indeed

'Coz this relationship means a lot,
It simply wont break apart
And even if we drift away
You will always remain in my heart.

ME, only me

I am only me,that is all that I can be
No more,no less, no second guess,

I love,I laugh,I live and I cry
I 've wished at times, that I could die,

Some days I 'm jubilant, others I'm not,
sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop

I am a loyal and honest friend,
You know that I'll be there until the end

My Mother and Father are my greatest gift,
The smiles on their faces always gives me a lift

My brother is also among a chosen few,
who gives me gifts without a cue

I am romantic, sensual, and passionate too,
to the love of my life, I'll share this with you

I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,
I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told

I am not perfect, I do have my faults,
like when I get scared I put up high walls

Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be,
because when I am hurt, its quite deeply

My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,
because I don't (always) do things for my own good

I have many facets, like a diamond you see
I am what I am and its only me.